One of those days…

i don’t like it
when time winds down
to the last hours
i have to spend at work…
there’s this sinking feeling
that grips my heart…
it’s like having butterflies
in my stomach only
it’s not there…
it’s like the feeling
when your car suddenly
goes downhill…
i wish i can tell my
mind to ignore
my heart for a while…
just until i know i’ve
gotten used to things…
just until i get used to
walking home without you…
just until i get used to
not holding your hands…
just until i get used
to not seeing your face
each time i wake up in the afternoons
or in the mornings
and each time i close my eyes
in the morning or at night
during the weekends…
just until i get used to
not being with you…
why is it taking so long?…
today was one of those days
when your absence
is unbearable…
it’s one of those days
when all i want
is to curl up in your arms…

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