Lost

i wrote acceptance
on my wall
but now im not so sure…
did i skip a few
stages of that grief
i had to go through?
i’ve come
to realize the truth
in William Fitzsimmons’ song…
in my mind,
i never got to grieve you…
though i didn’t see you
in the arms of another
but i knew that you were…

i don’t think
i’m in denial..
i don’t believe
i’m angry
but i might be
jumping back to
bargaining…
and then later on to
depression…
i wonder where
i am at this point
i guess one thing’s for sure…
i am lost…

i wonder
where and how
i might find myself…
i wonder
where and how
i might pick up the pieces
i wonder
will i get to where
i need to be…
where i should be…

i no longer
want to cling to the pain
of why you left me..
i no longer
want this yearning…
this sadness…
this longing…
i wonder
how do i get through this?

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