interrupted

i am currently at a loss
for words
to paint a picture of
this weekend…
a cup of coffee…a smile…
a conversation…a brush of hands…
a touch…a kiss…
it seemed so natural
for me to give myself to you…
i missed you…and yet
it seemed like i didn’t…
it was a moment of weakness
and at the same time
an affirmation of strength…
i didn’t notice but
it seems i’ve already
stopped holding my breath
for that eventual encounter with you…
i think our chance has passed…perhaps?…
i am at a loss…
and this numbness
permeates through my heart…
like vacuum
i am left empty…

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