05.20.12

i wonder when it all ended for you…
i wonder why you waited so long
to break my heart and all your promises…
why did you wait this long?
why’d you wait until i was already in too deep…
i wonder why im still hurting…
why it still feels
like my heart is being torn to shreds
when i’ve known all this time…
i wonder why in spite of knowing
the inevitable i still ended up
unprepared…
i wonder why i held on for so long…
i wonder why i kept hoping…thinking…
that maybe one day
you’d turn up in my doorstep unannounced
that maybe one of these days
you’d be waiting for me
in one of the thoroughfares we used to pass…
i wonder why i kept holding on…
i wonder why it’s taking me
such a long time to let go…
talk about foolishness…
can somebody press fast forward?
so it wouldn’t hurt so much…

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