04.25.12

and so i found myself wide awake..
thinking…waiting for you…
wondering..where you were…
anxious as to who you were with…
maybe it would have been better
if you hadn’t come home…
maybe it would have been better
if the landlord had the keys…
maybe it would have been better
if we weren’t left alone…
in that confined space..heavy with your April spell…
maybe it would have been better
if I had not sought for honesty…
I would have spared myself
the realization
that history does repeat itself..
and karma’s a bitch when she comes knocking to collect…
there’s no other option
but to gulp the bitter aftertaste
of the lies to spare me from the pain…
which instead was amplified tenfold…
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